1. | Tape Lead | |||
2. | Gabbagab | |||
Ga ga dabba gagabagada baga Bum bum bum, ba |
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3. | Dead Cabbage | |||
dead cabbage The notes of the musical scale can spell words. Not very many, though. |
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4. | A Better Day | |||
5. | Ronald Jenkees | |||
6. | Pawn Shop Bunny | |||
7. | Glowsticks | |||
This song was inspired by the sound of a failing ventilation fan at Cupcake Royale. |
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8. | Meenimoonimo | |||
On this day I was starting to have a pretty bad pain in my leg, and I just wanted to play with my cat. |
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9. | Sleepy Kitty | |||
On this day my cat and I were cuddling a bunch, which made the pain in my leg a bit more tolerable. |
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10. | Dream Sequence | |||
I had trouble sleeping due to the increasing pain, and this music wafted into my consciousness. |
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11. | Can't Be Real | |||
I was in excruciating pain, both in my leg and also now in what felt deep inside my left shoulder. I could barely think straight. |
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12. | Void | |||
I woke up barely able to breathe, and went to the hospital. It was an embolism, from a DVT in my leg that threw off a clot. I composed this track from a hospital bed, using GarageBand on my phone. |
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13. | Still Around | |||
I was glad to still be around, but due to the clot I was instructed to stop taking my estradiol, and my emotional state was starting to crash. I was happy to still be alive but not looking forward to the impending hormonal crisis. |
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14. | Running In Place | |||
15. | Tweet | |||
16. | Elfin Grove | |||
17. | Same As Before | |||
18. | Take Two | |||
19. | Section B | |||
20. | Gobetween | |||
21. | Chirp | |||
22. | Downtime | |||
23. | Emotionally Fragile | |||
At this point I was just completely falling apart, due to basically going through menopause and feeling worthless, useless, and futureless. |
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24. | Internet | |||
Hello, the Internet So I got high. |
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25. | The Cleaning Song | |||
It is a song that cleans, not a song about cleaning. |
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26. | Jaunt | |||
27. | Get Go | |||
28. | Darkness | |||
29. | Undertow | |||
30. | Deep | |||